Sunday, November 15, 2009
grats to mommy, everything's fine now.
i used to be more extrovert.
now like abit different. sigh.
anyway. this rocks.
kiss kiss bang bang
8:21 PM
Sunday, November 08, 2009
its an irony.
what if you know somehow someday one of your friends who you're hanging out with all these while, wont be helping you when you're caught up with something.
i've been telling myself. if something happen someday and this friend doesnt help me, i can only blame myself, simply because i know he's that kinda person and i choose to hang out with him.
its easy to say "dont hang out la. simple what. why so stupid"
i know. but what if you've known him for years, and you guys have been spending time together for years.
the movie 15 has this conversation which i find it interesting.
ah beng "you think we all be friends can be how long"
ah seng "can how long then how long lor."
kiss kiss bang bang
12:23 AM
Saturday, October 31, 2009
one of the most happening guard duties i've ever done.
long story, but here's the main point.
there is no one to take over the next day's guard duty and we only know it until it was 12am in the morning when everyone else is asleep while we're trying to figure out how to solve the damn problem.
eventually the problem was solved, but we still have to "ta" the duty for a few hours. no wonder some regulars want to break bond, simply because the organisation is simply ran by some imcompetent people.
i know its 12am in the morning, but when there's no personals for the next day, why cant the SMs gather to discuss and it could be solved. the solution can be as simple as, each company fork out a few personals. easy what. better than 1 SM trying to find so many people in such a short period of time.
again, i know its 12am in the morning, but as a SM or a senior commander, i strongly believe certain sacrifice has to be made when you are activated. anyway its over. i seriously hope this wont happen again.
my sm tried to be nice though, after all the bombardments and everything. i appreciate, and if things cont to be nice, i'd be nice too.
this is probably the first time i scolded one of my man, which is the most valuable asset in my platoon. he's the SA, short for system admin. the vital man for most the exercise. but if you are the vital man, that doesnt mean you can push your way around, ignoring rank structure.
this is what happen.
he happened to be involved in the above ordeal. when told he might have to discharge his duty for another 24 hours, his first thought in mind was to call OC. of course, me and his friends told him its useless as an OC can do nothing when it comes to guard duty.
its like asking OC to conduct drill in a parade square!
then he tried to call again, then i said something like its pointless calling OC, its something not within his juridiction. wa. i think he blew up or something and yelled something at me which i cant figure out probably due to the lack of sleep.
of course i super buey song la, nabei. i immediately say
"IS THIS HOW YOU TALK TO YOUR SUPERIOR"
i think he got scared or something and walked away. even if normal friend also no need raise voice right. i talk to him nicely also. anyway, after a while, he mentioned something like i play rank or what shit.
sigh. some people just dont understand.
IF YOU ARE THE IMPORTANT MAN, IT DOESNT MEAN YOU CAN PUSH YOUR WAY AROUND.
kiss kiss bang bang
5:53 PM
Monday, October 19, 2009
i lost 30 dollars for nothing, all simply on betting.
10 dollars on soccer, 20 dollars on poker.
i think i really have no luck in poker. last week i lost 50, this week i lost 20.
the worst part is, i always lost with a second best hand.
looks like i need to wear red underwear to play poker from now on.
anyway chains and chains of birthday celebration really makes me feel time is passing real fast.
just celebrated thienhoon's birthday last night, upcoming. PIKATONG!
zy birthday
kershin birthday.
my birthday
still my birthday
alex birthday
last of all. POKER!
kiss kiss bang bang
2:35 PM
Sunday, October 11, 2009
my mom is sick, and im real worried.
its not the normal cold or flu, neither is it cough or any other superficial problems.
i know the internet might sometimes be exaggerating, but by looking at the symptoms and what it could lead to, it really scares me.
i hope everything would be alright soon.
love you mommy.
kiss kiss bang bang
8:34 PM
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
i passed the 12 o clock in a smelly uniform, in a land rover with 5 guys, just finish sending rounds after my life range.
not so bad after all, at least im not in camp just finish kanna terkan. im outside enjoying what i can, not having any arrow, never kanna any shit. actually today got guard, i firstly thank evan for willing to exchange his guard with me. (:
it wasnt as bad as i thought i would be. peaceful day, slept at home till 2pm, then do my own homework, then go out dinner. im quite contented even though it wasnt as happening as what other people have.
i think i truely first celebrated my bday on friday night when this good friend of mine decided to bluff me claiming she needs help and need me to be there by hook or by crook. i thought i was some survey. lol. anyhow thanks for the surprise, and of course the choco. (:
also celebrated my birthday on 19th with alex th zy lilian pris mich carmen. THANKS FOR THE SPEAKER AND CANDIES. truely appreciate. oh yes. ZY sang chinese song. HAHA.
i initially want to hold a party at my house on 20th, but dad says mom's not feeling recently so decided not to do so anymore. a chalet would be too last min as i posted a bit of comments saying im vexed and stuff. so i just let the flow flow. didnt turn out to be that bad.
now waiting for my sister to be back to blow my cake with family. then i can cont k-ing later.
its been sometime since i last post some photos. i will soooooon! (:
kiss kiss bang bang
10:47 PM
Saturday, September 19, 2009
i've hearing people older than me, probably by 2 or 3, telling me that they felt they have achieved nothing.
they felt empty, and felt so old, and yet, comparing themselves with others, they have got no achievements.
achievements are subjective. telling yourself to eat an apple a day, and by doing so everyday, its an achievement! telling yourself to smoke 1 cigger less, and by doing so, its an achievement!
it varies. if u're talking about something bigger, like having xx amount of money, or like by now i should own something, then it takes time. and not only that, it has alot of x factors.
i know it sounds bullshit, but x factors includes karma and the "fu bao" your ancestors has created for you. however, of course, at the beginning you have to do your own part.
to achieve something big, it can be different from one to one. to him, travelling around europe by the age of 30 might be a bigger scale of achievement. to her, to own 50 label handbags by the age of 30 might be a bigger scale of achievement.
it all goes down to one thing. - what is your interest.
many have not found their interest. many have not found what they are good at. and that is very risky, because as time goes, the time to manifest your own interest, and to portray how good you are chances will get lesser.
by the age of 35, do you think someone who wants to travel around europe by age 40 would be easier than the one who wants to travel around europe by age 30?
the reason is simple - by 35, you have family, you have kids, you have aged parents. you have BIGGER responsibilities.
im very lucky. i have discover my interest on the age of 20, and i realised what are my strength, and of course, my weakness as well.
try financial market anyone? you'll never know what you'd have stumbled upon. (:
kiss kiss bang bang
2:59 PM
